Channel: PaigeyCakeyTV

Category: Travel & Events

Description: When I was 5 years old I was sexually assaulted. This is something that has never left me. Something that replays in my mind when I watch or read similar stories. Something that has played a big factor in my life. With thousands of victims, only a few get justice. With that being said I want to share my story and spread awareness to this topic. If you have been affected by something similar. Just know, you’re not alone. You’re strong. You're beautiful. You're a survivor. ❤️ LYRICS VERSE 1 When I was 5 mummy had a boyfriend He was cool he would let me play his PlayStation Soul blade couple games Only child, never complained I was a good kid and that still ain’t changed On the weekend mum would meet him Go round to his house I remember sweeping Mamma cleaning house keeping Get a little freakin in the evening When I was sleeping A couple months passed , couple weeks Through a kids eyes I thought he was really sweet When he went shops he always bought me sweets But little did I know that this man was just a creep He started moving strange Probably saw me differently Even put his hands on me deliberately Made me take part in his sick activity Coz he was lost in his own complicity CHORUS It’s out little secret I need you to keep it Don’t let your mother know That’s how we should leave it he said VERSE 2 Mum fell asleep on the sofa I wish she would of woke up Seeing his hands on my And feeling his hands on my All now I still think about the innocence he took from I I knew it was wrong but I just pushed it aside Maybe it was normal maybe it was a crime Either way I was 5 with a different state of mind Some deep shit My weakness Was never telling mummy this secret He told me don’t speak it I swore to keep it If I told my daddy he would be on some meek shit Some peak shit Still stuck here putting together the pieces Hoping that he never done it to none of his nieces I’m preaching Tryna make excuses like…he’s just Fuck that this time in coming with heaters Follow Paigey Cakey instagram.com/mspaigeycakey twitter.com/paigey_cakey facebook.com/paigeycakey soundcloud.com/paigey_cakey Snapchat - MsPaigeyCakey Directed by Simon Aukes @SimonAukes